YES!

yes! i passed! and learning driving soon... but but but... where do i get my fees?

shall we meet for BLACK SHEEP tonite at vivo?

What Have I Done For Past 10 Years

Life been busy and hectic for me. What have i been doing for the past 10 years? I really wanna know.

1997 - Joined Poly.... learn what is internet and got to know someone thru' MIRC
1998 - Still in Poly.... under alot of stress but still going on... Family have some prob.. and i seek refuge at relative's house
1999 - Family prob becoming more serious, at the same time, i realise i was sick. Sick in the sense that i need operation and surgery in order to survive. My life came into complete darkness and i closed myself to the rest of the world. Glad my cousin and relatives whom i stayed with really give me fullest support
2000 - 2006 Keep myself busy through work, alot of overtime and alot of promotion, alot of increment and also alot of job hopping. Not forgetting alot of office moval. Dont know why whenever i joined a new co... few months later they will move to new office. Dare not commit in relation coz am afraid of relapse of illness and dont want anyone to worry for me should anything happen. Who dont want to have a family of their own? A shelter of their own? A love nest of their own? Branching out family line for their love ones? Who dont one? Family financial load stacked on me... very heavily. Seems like i gotta work real hard... help mum pay off her debts. I began to take more than i could. Give tuition, coach swimming, took up several temp job after my office hours. Working really hard and time passed really fast..
2006 - 2007 At last i join a firm, which i dont really have much job and task to do. Majority of the time i would be really really free.. but this time i started my own business.. i really wanna earn and save more, for a better future. Even if pple around me dont understand why i am working like a bull, at least i know myself, its for myself...

Disappointed Once Again

Its friday, you off your hp and i thought you are working late till no batt. But then who knows you actually in a movie date. Just because i cant make it and you must date her? You think people like you? You really dont understand women nowadays. Try comparing carless days to days you have mabel. Seems to have more dates than carless days? Yes. Coz you got a damn car and people want to be with you.

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Busy Busy Busy

Reasons for my lack of updates:

1. Busy with work, as in my full time job as month end closing is drawing near and alot of datelines to meet. Also this dumb 7% GST is getting on my nerves as I am suppose to update the system creating codes that they know me and i dunno them... gosh... what is my boss doing huh? Oh.. yea... he playing taiji... :X
2. Busy with a online tutoring stuff.. setting up and also preparing marketing stuff, forms, setting up the protocols, and to get everything on the right track from the very beginning. Alot says this wont work but i gonna prove all of them wrong, with my dear D's mental support, i believe it will work out successfully... one day you guys gonna see me at the entrepreneur award ceremony!
3. Busy with liasing & coordinating tuition assignments so as to earn more comm.... commm and more comm...
4. Busy telling myself at least to revise my advance theory b4 the test date... dun do a last minute thing coz this time round will cost me 2 more trials test and 1 day annual leave.

Thats my busy life! At least for now!

cravings

having cravings today... dunno why

feel like eating 2 things

one)

two)

So now... any smart alec wanna tell me the answer? what are my cravings?

dilemma

i want this phone... nope... i should say... i need this phone...