life of a lonely me

YES!

2007-08-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

yes! i passed! and learning driving soon... but but but... where do i get my fees?

2007-07-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

shall we meet for BLACK SHEEP tonite at vivo?

What Have I Done For Past 10 Years

2007-07-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

Life been busy and hectic for me. What have i been doing for the past 10 years? I really wanna know.

1997 - Joined Poly.... learn what is internet and got to know someone thru' MIRC
1998 - Still in Poly.... under alot of stress but still going on... Family have some prob.. and i seek refuge at relative's house
1999 - Family prob becoming more serious, at the same time, i realise i was sick. Sick in the sense that i need operation and surgery in order to survive. My life came into complete darkness and i closed myself to the rest of the world. Glad my cousin and relatives whom i stayed with really give me fullest support
2000 - 2006 Keep myself busy through work, alot of overtime and alot of promotion, alot of increment and also alot of job hopping. Not forgetting alot of office moval. Dont know why whenever i joined a new co... few months later they will move to new office. Dare not commit in relation coz am afraid of relapse of illness and dont want anyone to worry for me should anything happen. Who dont want to have a family of their own? A shelter of their own? A love nest of their own? Branching out family line for their love ones? Who dont one? Family financial load stacked on me... very heavily. Seems like i gotta work real hard... help mum pay off her debts. I began to take more than i could. Give tuition, coach swimming, took up several temp job after my office hours. Working really hard and time passed really fast..
2006 - 2007 At last i join a firm, which i dont really have much job and task to do. Majority of the time i would be really really free.. but this time i started my own business.. i really wanna earn and save more, for a better future. Even if pple around me dont understand why i am working like a bull, at least i know myself, its for myself...

Disappointed Once Again

2007-07-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

Its friday, you off your hp and i thought you are working late till no batt. But then who knows you actually in a movie date. Just because i cant make it and you must date her? You think people like you? You really dont understand women nowadays. Try comparing carless days to days you have mabel. Seems to have more dates than carless days? Yes. Coz you got a damn car and people want to be with you.

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Busy Busy Busy

2007-06-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Reasons for my lack of updates:

Busy with work, as in my full time job as month end closing is drawing near and alot of datelines to meet. Also this dumb 7% GST is getting on my nerves as I am suppose to update the system creating codes that they know me and i dunno them... gosh... what is my boss doing huh? Oh.. yea... he playing taiji... :X
Busy with a online tutoring stuff.. setting up and also preparing marketing stuff, forms, setting up the protocols, and to get everything on the right track from the very beginning. Alot says this wont work but i gonna prove all of them wrong, with my dear D's mental support, i believe it will work out successfully... one day you guys gonna see me at the entrepreneur award ceremony!
Busy with liasing & coordinating tuition assignments so as to earn more comm.... commm and more comm...
Busy telling myself at least to revise my advance theory b4 the test date... dun do a last minute thing coz this time round will cost me 2 more trials test and 1 day annual leave.

Thats my busy life! At least for now!

cravings

2007-06-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

having cravings today... dunno why

feel like eating 2 things

one)

two)

So now... any smart alec wanna tell me the answer? what are my cravings?

dilemma

2007-06-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

i want this phone... nope... i should say... i need this phone...

Rice Dumplings Making Day

2007-06-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

On half day leave to help mum with these. Need not blog much... see pic u will know!

Nothing to Blog

2007-06-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

Really nothing to blog today. The usual work. Actually no work to do today and i was like damn free. Free till dunno wat to do. Cant msn, cant surf net... but still secretly do.. and finally clock strike 6pm and i left shortly after my boss left. No one is more accurate than her already. 1pm ding dong she go lunch some times earlier and 6pm ding dong lock door and there she goes! Quite good actually to have such a boss.

Having some drama at home which is inevitable and dear D you should know. That is why i never drag you in coz they are just some useless people and some sick drama. Perhaps I should make a walk out of this shitty family for better ones.

Guess where is this place? A BIG bowl of udon outta no where!!

Tumby Wednesday

2007-06-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

Oh, someone help me kill all the mosquitoes! They sucking my blood inside out! I smelly smelly also work one year already, and still kena bully by these idiotic mosquitoes! Wonder how they attained their level in life or perhaps theirs will remain as low as ever! All they know is bully people!

Lunch treat by my pri sch buddy - Janelle! Been a while since i last seen her. Met for lunch at crystal jade. Her mum was with her. Catch up abit and was back to office 45 mins late. Who cares!

Had yummy porridge & this trio veggies dish. YUMMY! Thanks Janelle, that save my lunch expenses for today.

Sick Tuesday

2007-06-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

Dunno why been feeling giddy since last night. Never been like this before. Weird. Same goes today, if i stare at my monitor too long, i felt giddiness. Later after i blog i will still go for jog. Maybe today dont jog, just walk. Sweat it out and perhaps i will feel better.

Picture of the week. Cute or not. Limited edition k.

Blue Blue Monday

2007-06-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

As usual, monday is as blue as last monday. Tonnes of work to clear and is just like clearing shit. I love my job, when i think back, if its not my job that keep me busy, then what would i be doing? Seriously i dunno. I spend 85% of my time at work and 15% with my family. Thats my life. Failure right? Wanna be an entrepreneur too. In the planning stage. :P

Dear D's New Found Love - Mabel

2007-06-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

Dear D has a new found love ------- Mabel. He sayang her and love her very much. Shower and even bathe her. Giving her favourite drink which can be bought from the kiosk. I started to get jealous of Mabel. Guess you all must be wondering who is this Mabel and how she won my dear D's love. Haizzz... show you all ba...

Blog Life Starts Here

2007-06-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

Been busy for so long and neglected my dear D. Suddenly thought perhaps I should just start a blog and make a point to update daily, so that dear D can take a peek and know whats happening in my life.

Slept late about 2am last night playing yahoo mahjong. Woke up today 11am feeling moody. Had brunch nasi lemak and felt asleep again. Pig huh! Woke up at about 4pm feeling grouchy.. ate a red bean waffle and iron my clothes for the whole week. Just sat infront of my PC reading emails, checking bank account for payment made by buyers & packing the items to send out tomorrow. Dear D was not online, well, i dont deny that i was a lil upset. Maybe he is sleeping too coz of the early morning training for his IPPT. Dont know today got scratch his new mazda or not? haiz.. be careful k.. dear D.